I wouldn’t say i really enjoyed my 2009, i wouldn’t say 2009 has been the best year ever in my life, i wouldn’t say my 2009 has been totally like how i expected it to be, but 2009 will be one of the most unforgettable years in my life.
I walked, i ran, i stopped, i turned back, i fell, i stood up, again and again, i have been taught that, my destination can only be found in His one way direction.
I can get so frustrated with my own weaknesses at times, i can be so disappointed with my stubbornness sometimes, i can just dislike myself sometimes, just because things didn’t go well from my hands. But then, again and again your gentleness just comforts me and touches my heart, and it makes me realise that it’s not my life, it’s the life of You through me.
I can still remember all the trails, challenges and tough times, i can still remember every single time when i came to You and prayed and prayed and prayed for Strength. But, You make me realise that, even if i fell, i would have had the strength to stand up, because You’ve kept strengthening me along the journey.

You told me that, when the time comes, that’s the whole thing, as You are preparing me for Your mission on a specific time. God, this is such a heavy message, as i know it won’t be easy, but i feel encouraged, i really do, i also feel touched, because You told me it’s gonna be difficult, yet You still choose me, i feel touched because You trust me even when i don’t trust myself.
If You call me, You will make me READY!
I pray that no matter where i go, i’ll go with raising up my hands to worship You, no matter where i go, no matter what i do, let it be my worship onto You.

Please fill my heart with what You want, so what i want will also be what You want.
Let 2010 be a year of my stepping closer to Your calling.









Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.