My life, My Beautiful Starry Starry Night

Just find that my little blog has been forsaken for nearly a month (Sorry my blog!) I still remember how enthusiastic I was when I just created this blog (updated it even if I was busy) But day by day, I seem to be slack in updating it, sometimes even forgot its existence (Sorry again my blog!)

Is this human being? Always being enthusiastic when something is fresh for them, then getting tired of it, then may be forgetting about it…then one day they may become realising the value of its existence when they lose it?

When I look back, I find that I once lost some important things in my life, which I will never get back. It’s inevitably feeling bitter to recall some memory, and somehow getting regretfully for it. I’ve experienced a lot during these few years,  some is sweet, some is bitter, some is encouraging and some is depressing. Some is unforgettable, which seems to be engraved in my heart, some is too little that even if I try my best to recall, I can’t remember it.

8 months ago, I was hurt by something done by someone, at that point of time, everything just seemed to be hopeless to me, and I was crying and crying, didn’t even think that I could get recovered from it.

8 months later, when I recall it, I just smile, and say to myself “what a childish girl!”

Yea…nothing can’t be healed by God’s mercy and love. Today when I see all the beautiful things (my sweet family, kindly brothers and sisters,  lovely friends,  natural beauty…) around me, I get to understand how ‘more than enough’ is.

Dear Lord, you healed my broken heart and bound up my wound, by blessing me with all of these, what could be better other than this? Just wanna say THANK YOU to you! So many things have been changed over the past few years, the only one thing that still stays the same is God’s love to me, it’s unconditional even when I failed him.

Today, I choose to face my past smilingly, at least I can tell how much I’ve grown.

There must be a reson behind everything’s happening, we may not understand, but God has his own purpose on it. I believe that everything that happens to me, is not a coincidence, it’s planned to happen.

Every person that I get to know, is a unique star, composing a beautiful ’starry starry night’ in my life.

I’ll keep walking, during some points of  this journey, there may be difficulties, temptations or frustrations, but I won’t give up any of the things that I ought to pursue, since there’s nothing can separate me from the truth.