Haven’t been updating my blog for ages. When i was looking for my first entry, i realised that i’ve been having this blog for more than a year. Time is flying faster and faster, 2008 seems to be the fastest ever year in my life, can’t imagine that i am getting 23 soon. But praise God that my skin condition hasn’t changed that much in the past few years.hehe…
It’s dangerous when you look back but you can’t see any difference between the ‘current you’ and the ‘past you’. But thank God that now when i look back i can really see the changes in myself. Girls always like recalling the old memory, sometimes i do this as well, thinking of all those things happened in the past, and the people in the past, i used to get emotional easily when i was thinking of the past, but now i think i can face it with a smile:)because when i see my past, i can also see the growth in me.
Didn’t think of staying in Australia at all before i came, didn’t think of being involved in the church ministries at all, didn’t think of being a shepherd at all, didn’t think of leading Praise and Worship in LG at all. But now i am doing all of these, and i am happy with all of these. We always have a plan for our lives, but God’s plan always convince ours. When i look back i understand why God brought me to Brisbane at that time. He has a plan for me to come here, and a reason for me to stay here.
Getting busier and busier these days, things in hands never seem to be less, that’s good though, that means i can do more for God:)
It’s true that when we grow our challenges grow as well, i used to find someone to talk to when i get stressed, but i realised that not everyone could understand me all the time. Instead of looking for encouragement and comfort from somewhere else, now i choose to spend some time with God first, because He is always the first aider in all situations:) He makes me understand and makes me smile again:)
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.