But for YOU i will

‘one of the smart ways to answer people’s questions is to ask them back when they ask you, by doing this, you are guiding them to think…’
Sounds familiar? I believe that we all have heard something like this…
That’s true, a lot of times when we think deeper / look back, we can usually find the answer ourselves, but just that a lot of times we tend to focus on what we are doing /encountering, until we can’t remember the starting point, which is the purpose.
I am not a typical type of thinker, but sometimes i do spend time pondering things of my life…purpose, vision, conviction, plan…etc…
It’s interesting that sometimes you don’t even know whether you are pondering because you have questions or you are pondering to have questions. It just seems like the more you ponder the more ‘question marks’ you have…It’s even more interesting that when we try to ask God ‘Why?’, then God asks us back ‘Why?’
But…now i realise that,
It’s because, God sees that we have the answers ourselves…
yea…we have the answers ourselves, because God gives us the wisdom to make decisions for HIM…
But still, sometimes when God speaks to us we will be like ‘God are you sure? Why?’
‘Why you ask me why?’ (when this kind of questions is asked back by God, this is the time when we really need to use God-given wisdom to ponder / think through, and be serious about finding the answers.)
Dear God, thank YOU, for all the guidance and covering, i know YOU are with me all the time. Please forgive me if sometimes i still doubt, despite all the blessings and favour that YOU have given me.
But no matter how, i will choose to live my life for YOU.
‘Where would i be, if not for Your grace…’
I am not a very ambitious person / an adventurer by nature, but for YOU, i will take this step, by Faith.
May 19, 2009 at 12:25 pm
Amen!! Nilla, my dearest friend..I believe we can be used for God’s kingdom when we have the desire and fix our eyes upon Him!