I…
I didn’t have to…
I know…
I didn’t have to be so hash to myself sometimes
I didn’t have to sacrifice to that extend sometimes
I didn’t have to tell myself to love to that extend sometimes
I didn’t have to tell myself to be forgiving to that extend sometimes
I didn’t have to go so far for You
You told me that i didn’t have to…
But i will still ask for strength for what i have been doing for You
As i know that…
What pleases You the most is to still choose to make a decision to live for You to the fullness when we don’t have to
I won’t ask…
I won’t ask when it will come
I won’t ask how it will be like
I won’t ask where it will be
As i believe that…
It’s not about the place, the event itself, it’s about my heart all the time.
And i also believe that…
As long as i know in my heart, very clearly about Your calling, wherever i am, will be wherever You want me to be!
